The only thing i have in common with religion is Christmas, which ones again reminds me why i don't like religion. Christmas forces you to spend money you don't have, make you feel like shit if you're not able to please everyone, someone always ends up alone, and anyway/anyhow you actually want to spend the day you are committed to spending the day traditionally.
Some of you are probably thinking "then don't?" Well, then think about the feeling and the conscience you would have if you didn't...
Exactly!
It's not that i don't want to be with my family, it's everyone's expectations to this day that actually kills the meaning of the day. If we were to unconsciously skip the date one year and just do the same thing some random weekend everyone would be suuuper happy about the gifts, in whatever shape and condition, and hopefully no one would get drunk. And i could do exactly the same thing the next weekend with my other parent without unsettling about where to go where at the same date. And the odds of everyone remembering that day with a nice cosy feeling would probably be a bit higher. I get a nice feeling about writing it, but unfortunately it's emotionally not possible. We could probably try, but i guess that Christmas feeling/conscience is stuck for life.
I don' like religion because i don't like having someone/something deciding or controlling my opinions or choices in life, i'm more of a realistic person who believes in what my emotions can smell, touch or feel. So i think it's ironic that the only little thing i have in common with religion makes me feel like crap and proves exactly my point against it!
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